For those it may concern
English ? Because this is truly my languge now, the one I use to feed myself, to meet people and to explain my goals..I am now far away from France, feeling good, useful or not, but I try to always learn things, and never give up.. Actually it is not that hard and my family has accustomed me to go to unknown places, to not be a sheep and to not forget to shut up the lights
Bastu och korplar av..the only place where I feel so good, and I can focuse on myself, may be differend but I like to avoid problems, I like to think about what comes next, try to understand
I have always been that unconcerned, people may have injured me but I still keep going, alone, and I don't find it hard.. maybe I'm young, and that's why I find all so easy..then I can understand people who get into addictions, there are the one who can't face problems and need it to avoid, and there are the one who actually can face them, but they actually feel nothing and thus need something to ligth up their life ..is that normal ?
I've end up by not answering me this question anymore. I don't care to be normal or not, actually I'm not.This is not a way to attract attention on myself like I used to do. Being a teen, I wanted everyone to love me, and I quite suceeded actually. Having to adapt to each person, being such an hypocrit. I don't want to go to parties anymore, to listen to shitty music, to smile to people I don't like. I don't do it.
I may not have friends nor lover, but I am free. And I can't stand the idea of a group anymore
oh and please, stop to complain.
English ? Because this is truly my languge now, the one I use to feed myself, to meet people and to explain my goals..I am now far away from France, feeling good, useful or not, but I try to always learn things, and never give up.. Actually it is not that hard and my family has accustomed me to go to unknown places, to not be a sheep and to not forget to shut up the lights
Bastu och korplar av..the only place where I feel so good, and I can focuse on myself, may be differend but I like to avoid problems, I like to think about what comes next, try to understand
I have always been that unconcerned, people may have injured me but I still keep going, alone, and I don't find it hard.. maybe I'm young, and that's why I find all so easy..then I can understand people who get into addictions, there are the one who can't face problems and need it to avoid, and there are the one who actually can face them, but they actually feel nothing and thus need something to ligth up their life ..is that normal ?
I've end up by not answering me this question anymore. I don't care to be normal or not, actually I'm not.This is not a way to attract attention on myself like I used to do. Being a teen, I wanted everyone to love me, and I quite suceeded actually. Having to adapt to each person, being such an hypocrit. I don't want to go to parties anymore, to listen to shitty music, to smile to people I don't like. I don't do it.
I may not have friends nor lover, but I am free. And I can't stand the idea of a group anymore
oh and please, stop to complain.
